The Holidays aren't always my favorite but I wish they were. This Christmas, I was supposed to see the snow, go to Philly and meet my ex's family.Meet the Grandkids, cousins, brothers, the whole deal. I always dreamed of having a Christmas - the big family, wrapped presents and a big dinner. I  bought all my winter gear and returned it . I thought I was meeting my future in laws so today is a little rough. My flight was today. I just can't wait for the holidays to be over to be honest. Very Grinch I suppose but I'll get out of it.