been so bad about this lately... i do have a lot of feelings and thoughts running around. im a bit overwhelmed with work and things to do and finding enough time to do them. i met dad for dinner and we shared a table with this chinese couple who spoke two words the entire dinner for 45 min. "get the bill" and "ok" and i couldn't help but think that I hope i never get married and get so bored or comfortable to even go out to dinner and not say a word. They didnt seem to be in a fight- they seemed like this was their relationship. it was so sad. thats all . xxox dee