want to make these pants!

i started feeling better but i've been feeling super tired the last couple days eventhough i am sleeping more.i dont have much going on, im kinda in a ________________________ mood. that means nothing great nothing bad. i definitely  am not having a productive week so far and would like to.

lazy days. lazy ways. get ur shitz together lady.

Need to just go on a trip!!!!!! Blog is dead.

reuniting with old friends today. im scared to see B. i dont know if this is the last time i will see him before he dies, lands in jail again or if he really stays clean. i feel horrible not believing he can but its near to impossible to get off heroin. i decided i will bring photos with me, photos of the good times we all used to have and so he remembers us. besides that, my health feels a little better. im seeing a hematologist soon to figure some things out and on a personal note, im starting to move on from my ex. no time gg but i promise a good one soon. xoxo dee

GOOD  NEWS EVERYONE: I DON'T HAVE LUPUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT WHILE I WAS GOING CRAZY TO HEAR BACK. Since I still have symptoms and tested positive for ANA, i am going to see a rheumatologist & hematologist to see if I can figure out whats going on. xoxo dee

all i want is a dog& love